Lick me, Eat me, Suck on me

You are glucose. People feed off of you. You are
sweet, caring, and a source of energy for
everyone around you. You can inspire others
with your creativity and depth, and you can
keep people alive when in times of famine.
People love you...or at least the way you
taste.

Which Biological Molecule Are You?
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Gimme Candy!

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
ValiaDerekin goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Renaissance Wench.
dafydd gives you 7 light yellow pineapple-flavoured gumdrops.
dr_moni gives you 9 purple watermelon-flavoured gummy fruits.
emeraldas tricks you! You lose 1 pieces of candy!
hamonryeguy gives you 7 dark green root beer-flavoured gumdrops.
kshandra gives you 5 light blue root beer-flavoured gumdrops.
leggylady tricks you! You lose 18 pieces of candy!
mslulu gives you 8 light green raspberry-flavoured gummy fruits.
mzmtnlion gives you 11 light yellow root beer-flavoured gummies.
ponyspirit tricks you! You get a used tissue.
velvetnsatin gives you 12 mauve grapefruit-flavoured nuggets.
ValiaDerekin ends up with 40 pieces of candy, and a used tissue.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
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Offer up your Prayers Unto Me

You're the nun chick.

Which Coop chick are you?
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Tribe Net

Anyone else on Tribe Net? Come fine me. :) http://cluster.tribe.net/tribe/servlet/template/pub%2Cpcard%2CPeopleCard.vm?personid=9a0fafaf-1d99-4326-903e-17c8eb08d7b6

It's all about me baby!

You will notice that some of these tests are the same. It's funny how the same *type* of questions, worded slightly different will get slightly different resposes, and therefore have slightly different overall results.

ENTJ - "Field Marshall". The basic driving force and need is to lead. Tend to seek a position of responsibility and enjoys being an executive. 1.8% of total population.

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Conscious self	Overall self

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Enneagram Test Results Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||||| 62% Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||| 50% Type 3 Ambition |||||||||||||||| 66% Type 4 Sensitivity |||||| 30% Type 5 Detachment |||||| 26% Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||| 50% Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 62% Type 8 Hostility |||||||||||||||| 62% Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||||| 54% Your Conscious-Surface type is 3w2 Your Unconscious-Overall type is 9w1

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Enneagram Test Results Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||||| 65% Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||| 54% Type 3 Ambition |||||||||||||| 60% Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||||| 42% Type 5 Detachment |||||||||| 34% Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||| 54% Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 60% Type 8 Hostility |||||||||||||| 60% Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||| 47% Your Conscious-Surface type is 1w2 Your Unconscious-Overall type is 9w1

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Surprisingly Accurate

http://alabe.com/freechart/ Rising Sign is in 26 Degrees Scorpio You tend to be quiet, reserved, secretive and, at times, quite difficult to understand. Others notice your deep emotions and feelings and wonder how to draw you out. Stubborn and tough, you fight for any position you believe in. You are very resourceful and formidable when you become angered or upset about something. You enjoy living life at the cutting edge -- for you life must be experienced intensely and totally. Quite courageous, you are willing to take calculated risks. Easily hurt by others, you often strike back with bitter sarcasm. Sensitive and curious, you are concerned with the deeper mysteries of human psychology. Once you have become interested in any subject, you pursue it with total fanaticism. Sun is in 04 Degrees Leo. More than a bit of a showoff, you love to be the center of attention! But others do not usually mind because they tend to enjoy your genuine warmth and affection. Very spirited and willful, proud and self-important at times, you demand your own way. You are quite honest, however, and the respect of others is very important to you. You never compromise yourself and you pursue your goals with persistence and dedication. Your regal presence and demeanor draws you to positions of leadership and authority. But beware of being overly hardheaded, domineering, ostentatious or patronizing or you will lose the goodwill and admiration that you enjoy. Very theatrical, you live life on a grand scale wherever and whenever possible. Your strength and energy vitalizes those who come in contact with you. Moon is in 03 Degrees Gemini. Restless in the extreme, you are easily bored because of your short attention span. Your emotions change rapidly and you love to talk about your feelings. Generally, you have good judgment -- your intellect controls your emotions and you do not overreact emotionally to things. A good jack-of-all-trades, you have many- sided interests and enjoy reasoning things through. With your mental agility and need for physical mobility, you are attracted to traveling and learning about other peoples and cultures. You have vivid powers of emotional self-expression - - you can be a nonstop talker. You love to share your ideas with anyone who will listen. Mercury is in 24 Degrees Leo. You are usually quite convinced that your own ideas are correct and you enjoy persuading others that they are. At times, you are very stubborn and proud of your beliefs and principles, and you get very defensive when they are challenged. You appreciate truth and honesty -- you practice it yourself and expect it in others. You have good talent for organizing, directing and planning. You delight in being asked for your advice and counsel. Venus is in 17 Degrees Virgo. You express your love and affection through selfless service to people or causes. You have a tendency to underestimate yourself and doubt your self-worth. This is very demeaning and should be avoided -- learn to love yourself as well as you do others. Your standards of perfection are very high -- you are attracted to relationships based on duty and responsibility. You are supercritical of yourself and others and, at times, prefer to be alone rather than deal with any imperfections in yourself or in those with whom you might relate. Mars is in 06 Degrees Leo. You are a very proud person. Strong, bold, courageous and self-possessed, you love to be the one to initiate significant actions. When people expect a lot of you, you respond positively and will work hard in order to maintain their respect. But when your dignity or pride is threatened, you tend to become sarcastic, arrogant and domineering. Try not to take any challenge or resistance that you meet as a personal affront. You are very stubborn about your right to live your life according to your own principles. Jupiter is in 27 Degrees Libra. You are generally good at balancing opinions and judging issues, but you tend to be indecisive when it comes to making up your own mind. You are objective and quite concerned with fair play and justice. But, when it comes to yourself, you are so aware that whatever you do might upset the apple cart that you often choose to compromise rather than do anything that might make you lonely or vulnerable. Relationships are very important to you -- you learn about yourself and grow through observing yourself interacting with others. Your aesthetic tastes are refined, but expansive and expensive. Saturn is in 21 Degrees Taurus. Complete freedom of choice makes you ill at ease. You must have a firm, ordered, secure foundation in your life in order to feel comfortable. You do not adapt easily and tend to fear the new and untried. You constantly fear that you do not have enough (love, property, material things, etc.) and this makes you tend toward being selfish, withdrawn and stingy. If you try to surround yourself with supportive people in your environment, you will become more emotionally self-supporting. Uranus is in 05 Degrees Libra. You, as well as your entire peer group, have a very free, unstable and unconventional approach to relationships and emotional commitments. You will be attracted to experiments in marriage and shared lifestyles. Personal freedom is more important to you than entangling emotional bonds. In the realm of art and aesthetics, you are attracted to the bizarre, shocking and unusual. Neptune is in 28 Degrees Scorpio. You, and your entire generation, are extremely interested in anything deep and mysterious. You will explore and idealize the benefits that can accrue from the study of the occult, healing and psychology. You are willing to experiment with substances like drugs in order to push your understanding of your inner being to the extreme. Pluto is in 25 Degrees Virgo. For your entire generation, this will be a time when profound changes in society's attitude toward work, duty and responsibility will be initiated. Radical changes in attitudes toward personal health and general nutrition will be promulgated and gain wide acceptance and practice. N. Node is in 03 Degrees Pisces. You're attracted to others who need your assistance. You seem to go out of your way to form relationships with those who are weak, sick, injured, addicted or troubled in some way or other. At your best you can indeed provide the relief that others need. But at times you can be victimized by those who would prey on your good nature and take advantage of you. This can lead to all sorts of negative situations -- make sure that those you assist are truly worthy of your time, energy and commitment. A little enlightened self-protectiveness on your part can make your life work much, much smoother!

From the Guy Up Top

Hey all, due to time constraints and general lack of interest, the Halloween party is canceled. Thanks, Rik

I'm normal?

Disorder | Rating Paranoid: Low Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: Low Antisocial: Low Borderline: Low Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Low Avoidant: Low Dependent: Moderate Obsessive-Compulsive: Low URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html And my MBTI results: Your personality type is ISFJ. Introverted (I) 57% Extraverted (E) 43% Sensing (S) 55% Intuitive (N) 45% Feeling (F) 65% Thinking (T) 35% Judging (J) 82% Perceiving (P) 18%

Silent No's and the like

So, I just got done reading a bunch of responses to a friends' LJ, regarding a blanket invitation she made. Several of the comments she received were something to the extent of 'if someone doesn't respond, at all, that means NO.' So here's my question, due to the overwhelming *lack* of response we've gotten to our Halloween Party invitation, should we just cancel the dang thing & save ourselves the hassle?

CJ PLEASE READ

Hun, I like reading what you have to say, especially now watching you re-invent yourself. However.....your posts are taking up most of my screen, and they keep bumping everything else off of my friends page, and I end up missing stuff from other people. *this* might be useful for you. http://www.livejournal.com/support/faqbrowse.bml?faqid=75

I think more than my girlfriend should see this

The quoted material is something she wrote in reply to the lyrics I posted. "I feel that way now, writing this. I feel like the people in my life end up listening to my whining way too much. Its like the lyrics you posted...why don't I just save myself and shut the fuck up." That's not what I was trying to say at all. In my opinion, the lyrics are more about telling someone to *stop* looking for a lover/friend/whatever who is going to be a knight in shining armor and make all their bad things go away.....and in turn, to also not be that knight for someone else. Friends & lovers can go a long ways toward lessening the pain, and making things better, but they can't do *everything*. There has to be a point where the person takes their life into their own hands and plays an active part in fixing whatever is wrong. For me, the long & the short of it....if *I* -need- a lover/friend to feel "complete", "happy", ect....then I'm never going to find what I'm looking for. Those feelings are only going to come from within. You are not unworthy. Your thoughts & feelings are not unworthy. However, no one can make you believe that. You have to discover the validity of those facts on your own.

Fitting Sometimes

Stabbing Westward - Save Yourself I know your life is empty And you hate to face this world alone So you're searching for an angel Someone who can make you whole I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself I know that you've been damaged Your soul has suffered such abuse But I am not your savior I am just as fucked as you I am just as fucked as you I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me My life has been a nightmare My soul is fractured to the bone And if I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone I think I'd rather be alone You can not save me You can't even save yourself I can not save you I can't even save myself Save yourself So just save yourself

This bears repeating

This is something I've had in all of my personal ads, and it is something that is really important to me. Communication, communication, communication. Talking honestly and openly about our thoughts, feelings, dreams, likes, dislikes, our successes, and our problems and ourselves is extremely vital to me. It's really simple. While I am highly empathic, it only works when I am around people. I can't sense things from a distance. To put it in a more understandable way, I'm not a mind reader....not often anyways. The people that I'm emotionally close to, I can't see as often as I like. So for me, the best way to maintain that closeness to to chat, talk, IM, email ect. on a regular basis. If someone is really busy & doesn't have the time for all the chatting, that's fine, I can totally understand that. A heads up is always appreciated. If someone is feeling blue, upset, angry, lonely or whatever.....I won't know until you mention it, and I can't do anything unless I know. If people don't keep in contact with me, it's rare that I will keep trying to contact them. I know when I'm not wanted. I always figure that when they've got nothing else going on, I might pop up on their radar screen again. Or not. I've been trying real hard to *not* be chasing after people & forcing my attention on those that don't want it, or can't reciprocate for whatever reasons. It's *hard* for me, knowing that I'm not interesting to someone....it's a real battering to my self-esteem....which isn't that great in the 1st place. For me to keep waiting around, checking in, making contact....only to never connect with the person, or to be brushed off....that just plain hurts. Friendships & relationships are 2-way streets, hopefully with both people meeting in the middle and doing equal shares of giving & taking. If I feel like I'm spending more time meeting someone on their side of the street, and if I feel like I'm the one giving more than taking......then I tend to be upset, hurt, and usually I'll withdraw. Selfish as it is....I gotta put me 1st. My ego can only take so much bruising before I wash my hands of it and walk away.

QUIZZES

I am 45% Goth

Goth ny night, normal by day. Deep in my heart I know I am evil, but not on the company's time. I do need to eat.

Take the Goth Test at fuali.com I am 58% Evil Genius

Evil courses through my blood. Lies and deceit motivate my evil deeds. Crushing the weaklings and idiots that do nothing but interfere in my doings.

Take the Evil Genius Test at fuali.com Wow. Satan envys your style of crime. Your ideal
vaction is to go to an island full of people
and torture them one by one. You love to watch
your victims writhe in pain. Have fun. (just
hope the cops dont catch you.

What Type of Evil are You?
brought to you by Quizilla PERFORMER (Dominant Extrovert Abstract Feeler ) Valia Derekin Like just 6% of the population you are a PERFORMER (DEAF)--personable, self-assured, and excellent under pressure. You are extroverted and strong-willed, which, in combination means you are good with people and aren't willing to let opportunity pass you by. Congratulations. I'm sure all the peons you've stepped on never saw it coming and didn't feel a thing. You like being naked. Anyhow, you have formidable creative talents, and you often following what your heart tells you instead of your logical mind. Your exuberance can earn you many friends and admirers, despite your ambition, or it can intimidate the less confident into keeping their distance. It's also possible you're Madonna. "I'm afraid we have some bad news. Please, you might want to stay seated." Mark your calendar or Palm V. You can expect to die on: May 14, 2035 at the age of 64 years old. On that date you will most likely die from: Cancer (39%) Alcoholism (16%) Third Degree Burns (7%) Homicide (6%) Auto-Erotic Asphyxiation (5%) Drowning (5%) According to the Gay Test... You are 64% GAY! The typical lesbian is only 45% gay!

Personal Insight

http://www.colorquiz.com/ Your Existing Situation Acts in an orderly, methodical, and self-contained manner. Needs the sympathetic understanding of someone who will give her recognition and approval. Your Stress Sources The existing situation is disagreeable. Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the rank and file. Her control of her sensual instincts restricts her ability to give herself, but the resulting isolation leads to the urge to surrender and allow herself to merge with another. This disturbs her. as such instincts are regarded as weaknesses to be overcome; she feels that only by continued self-restraint can she hope to maintain her attitude of individual superiority. Wants to be loved or admired for herself alone; needs attention, recognition, and the esteem of others. Your Restrained Characteristics Wants to broaden her fields of activity and insists that her hopes and ideas are realistic. Distressed by the fear that she may be prevented from doing what she wants; needs both peaceful conditions and quiet reassurance to restore her confidence. Circumstances are such that she feels forced to compromise for the time being if she is to avoid being cut off from affection or from full participation. Your Desired Objective Longs for a tender and sympathetic bond and for a situation of idealized harmony. Has an imperative need for tenderness and affection. Susceptible to anything esthetic. Your Actual Problem Greatly impressed by the unique, by originality, and by individuals of outstanding characteristics. Tries to emulate the characteristics she admires and to display originality in her own personality. Your Actual Problem #2 Has a fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants. This leads her to employ great personal charm in her dealings with others, hoping that this will make it easier for her to reach her objectives.

Stolen from Rock

"Sum up your opinion or impression of me in one word, leave it as a comment in this posting, and then post this sentence in your own journal."

What's in a Name?

If I use my real name

What is Your Destiny? by Valcion
Name
Color
Birthday
Destiny	Savior of the human race
Date when you fufill your destiny	April 28, 2019
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If I use my preferred name

What is Your Destiny? by Valcion
Name
Color
Birthday
Destiny	Reluctant Hero
Date when you fufill your destiny	June 6, 2018
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Journal Name

What is Your Destiny? by Valcion
Name
Color
Birthday
Destiny	Die in the middle of war
Date when you fufill your destiny	October 10, 2015
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Vanilla Halloween Party

Since I don't have some peoples' email addresses.....I'm posting this here. :) ***This will be a vanilla party - co-workers, family & children may be present. Please keep costumes to a PG level, and BDSM behaviour subtle.*** Greetings Boys and Ghouls, Rik and Heather are morbidly pleased to announce their first ever Hallows-day party! "What?” you say, "What's a Hallows-day party?" Glad you asked. It's just like a Halloween party, but it's on Saturday, November 1st. 7:00 PM until we kick you out. Costumes are encouraged, but if you come without, we won't serve your liver with fava beans and a nice Chianti. We'll be supplying some potent potions and ghoulish horrors-dourves, but you are welcome to bring the poison of your choice or a scary snack. The kiddies are welcome, but be warned... it can get pretty scary at the Nevada St. Nightmare. For a peek at past decorations, go to http://perfessorevil.com For directions, please email me at Mstrs_Valia@yahoo.com Please RIP... I mean RSVP by October 20th, so we know how many brain-mold Jell-O shooters we need to make.