Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Guesses?

Instructions: Write ten statements, intended to DIFFERENT people (LJ friends). Never tell which one is to who. I'm cheating, some of these statements can be for more than 1 person. 1. You've shown strength through adversity. 2. Reading your journal gives me an insight into something I'll probably never really understand. 3. I want to know more than just what's on the surface. You're beautiful, but I want to get beyond the looks and to the person inside. 4. Take me & have your way with me....just don't hurt me. 5. You are stronger than you give yourself credit for. 6. Learn to be. Just you, without all the drama & BS that passes for a life. 7. I miss you, but since you aren't talking to me, you'll probably never know. 8. Your always striving for your dream, and I admire that. I can't wait to say "I knew you when." Damn....can only come up with 8 statements.

Sunday, July 11, 2004

My Boobs

Look good decorated in chocolate sauce. Thank you to the artist & her oh so helpful assistant.....I enjoyed being dessert. :)

Friday, July 9, 2004

Details

Ok so here goes the thought process behind our move. :) We moved to Fairfield exactly 6 years ago.....and while in many ways it was a good thing for us....socially speaking, I was about ruined. Most BDSM events are in San Francisco or San Jose.....which are a good hour or more drive for me. My 'friends' were thrilled to see me at parties, but very few people wanted to make the trek up here to spend time with me. So I pretty much limited my self to going to parties a few times a month. Munches & classes were just not practical for me to get to. Rik & I have been talking about getting back to the Bay Area for a long time now. So....forward to Feburary....his company makes it official....everyone goes to Reno, or they get laid off. So we opted for the lay-off, which was on July 2. Around May, we started to seriously talk about relocating before 2005.....agreeing that we'd wait until Rik found another job. After thinking about it, I figured...fuck, why wait? We've got stellar credit, a good income history, and with Rik not working, we'd actually be able to do a move now, since he'd be home to do a lot of the work. Plus, moving closer to San Jose & san Francisco gives Rik a much larger area to look for work in. So....about 3 weeks ago, we decided to go for it, and we rented a storage unit & started packing. Since then, we've been working our butts off, we've got about 1/2 of our possessions packed & in storage and with Vicki's help last weekend, we got quite a bit of the cleaning & some minor repair work done. Last week, we got pre-approved for a $450,000.00 loan, and today the prospective buyer came over & checked the place out. He's taking it 'as-is'(meaning we don't have to worry about new carpet or paint) for $310,000.00....and considering we paid $102,000.00 for it 6 years ago....that's a damn good profit. The guy buying it is a real estate appraiser & broker (I met him at work), so now he is helping us to find a new home to buy. Side note - My birthday is July 27. At the moment, Rik & I are planning on going to the Renaissance Faire at Lake Stafford Park on the 31st to celebrate.....but depending on how this moving business goes, that might not happen. So, I'm celebrating early, this weekend at KK (those in the know, know). This is the last weekend that I can guarantee I'm free for. Everything else, until we move, is just going to be played by ear. OK....done!

GENERAL ANNOUNCEMENT

We sold our house!!! Now we start looking for a new place to buy, in the Hayward/Castro Valley area. More details to come as I get them.

Anonymous

So.....is there a way to see who the anonymous comments are really coming from? I already know about 2 who post regularly to my journal (Vicki & Rik), but this 3rd one that showed up last night.....has me a bit.....worried.

Monday, July 5, 2004

Instant Update, just add Water

Today was really tiring. I got out of bed really late because my alarm clock has broken and I cannot afford a new one at the moment. I feel good because today I getting my lip pierced! Finally! Mom said I could and she's signed the forms and EVERYTHING! I'm so happy. I just found out that I have been accepted into Harvard. And Yale. I don't know which to choose... oh, why is life so hard sometimes? Last night I had to masturbate twenty times. I'm so horny. Click here to see my website. I want to tell the world that I'm gay. I am sharpening my knives before I go to work today, because I'm going to cut out Robert's heart and feed it to him for losing my mail. Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's some photos of my girlfriend in the nude (but don't tell her that I've posted them here - she'll kill me! Har har.) I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go. I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, and a healthy imagination. You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you next week's lottery numbers. That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this thought - sharing your life with strangers on the internet is the cheapest form of therapy available. Leave a comment and tell me I'm beautiful. Created with the Gregor's Semi-Automatic LiveJournal Updater™. Update your journal today!
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Friday, July 2, 2004

Fairly Accurate-<b>Bold I agree with</b>

http://hokev.brinkster.net/quiz/default.asp?quiz=Better+Personality&page=1 Wackiness: 24/100 Rationality: 38/100 Constructiveness: 50/100 Leadership: 24/100 You are an SEDF--Sober Emotional Destructive Follower. This makes you an evil genius. You are extremely focused and difficult to distract from your tasks. With luck, you have learned to channel your energies into improving your intellect, rather than destroying the weak and unsuspecting. Your friends may find you remote and a hard nut to crack. Few of your peers know you very well--even those you have known a long time--because you have expert control of the face you put forth to the world. You prefer to observe, calculate, discern and decide. Your decisions are final, and your desire to be right is impenetrable. You are not to be messed with. You may explode.