Sunday, November 30, 2003

Color Me

you are mediumvioletred
#C71585

Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be.

Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right.

Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up.


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Monday, November 24, 2003

I'm a Kinky Cartoon.

Hot chick in tight leather.  Seriously.
You are: CATWOMAN!

Which Batman Villain Are You?
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Veddy Eenterestingk

http://www.mindmedia.com/brainworks/profiler Your Brain Usage Profile Auditory : 25% Visual : 75% Left : 50% Right : 50% Valia, you exhibit an even balance between left- and right- hemisphere dominance and a slight preference for visual over auditory processing. With a score this balanced, it is likely that you would have slightly different results each time you complete this self-assessment quiz. You are a well-rounded person, distinctly individualistic and artistic, an active and multidimensional learner. At the same time, you are logical and disciplined, can operate well within an organization, and are sensitive towards others without losing objectivity. You are organized and goal-directed. Although a "thinking" individual, you "take in" entire situations readily and can act on intuition. You sometimes tend to vacillate in your learning styles. Learning might take you longer than someone of equal intellect, but you will tend to be more thorough and retain the material longer than those other individuals. You will alternate between logic and impulse. This vacillation will not normally be intentional or deliberate, so you may experience anxiety in situations where you are not certain which aspect of yourself will be called on. With a slight preference for visual processing, you tend to be encompassing in your perceptions, process along multidimensional paths and be active in your attacking of situations or learning. Overall, you should feel content with your life and yourself. You are, perhaps, a little too critical of yourself -- and of others -- while maintaining an "openness" which tempers that tendency. Indecisiveness is a problem and your creativity may not be in keeping with your potential. Being a pragmatist, you downplay this aspect of yourself and focus on the more immediate, obvious and the more functional.

Sunday, November 23, 2003

One of my Favorites

I was listening to KSJO last night, on my way to The Scenery (www.thescenery.org) and I heard this song come on. It's something I've always liked listening to & singing....and still remember the lyrics after all these years. For many years, music was a big part of my life. I was in choir from K-12, and took a few singing classes at De Anza. I'm a good singer, but I have the sense to know that I couldn't make a career out of it. I *love* rock music, but my voice is classically trained....hardly a compatible mix, unless I want to get into pop, country or love songs. I miss being part of a choir. I miss letting my voice rise above the others & having the appreciation of those listening to me. Every now & then I toss around the idea of joining a choir, but it seems that most of them are religious/church based...which is just a direction I'm incapable of going in. I sometimes think 1 of the reasons I stayed with RHPS so long was that it was a guaranteed opportunity to sing once a week in front of a crowd. November Rain by Guns N' Roses When I look into you eyes I can see a love restrained But darlin' when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same 'Cause nothin' lasts forever And we both know hearts can change And it's hard to hold a candle In the cold November rain We've been through this such a long long time Just tryin' to kill the pain But lovers always come and lovers always go And no one's really sure who's lettin' go today Walking away If we could take the time to lay it on the line I could rest my head Just knowin' that you were mine All mine So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain Or I'll just end up walkin' In the cold November rain Do you need some time ...on your own Do you need some time ...all alone Everybody needs some time ... on their own Don't you know you need some time ...all alone I know it's hard to keep an open heart When even friends seem out to harm you But if you could heal a broken heart Wouldn't time be out to charm you Sometimes I need some time ...on my own Sometimes I need some time ...all alone Everybody needs some time ... on their own Don't you know you need some time ...all alone And when your fears subside And shadows still remain I know that you can love me When there's no one left to blame So never mind the darkness We still can find a way 'Cause nothin' lasts forever Even cold November rain Don't ya think that you need somebody Don't ya think that you need someone Everybody needs somebody You're not the only one You're not the only one

Thursday, November 20, 2003

Me me me me me

http://www.paulsadowski.com/birthday.asp You entered: 7/27/1970 You were born on a Monday under the astrological sign Leo. Your Life path number is 6. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2440794.5. The golden number for 1970 is 14. The epact number for 1970 is 22. The year 1970 was not a leap year. As of 11/20/2003 11:43:12 PM CST You are 33 years old. You are 400 months old. You are 1,738 weeks old. You are 12,169 days old. You are 292,079 hours old. You are 17,524,783 minutes old. You are 1,051,486,992 seconds old. There are 250 days till your next birthday and 35 days till Christmas! The moon's phase on the day you were born was waning crescent. Moon's age (days): 23 Distance (Earth radii): 60.99 Percent Illumination 35.16% Ecliptic latitude (degrees): 4.97 Ecliptic longitude (degrees): 58.35 6 The Life Path 6 indicates that very prominent in your nature is a strong sense of responsibility. You are idealistic and must feel useful to be happy. The main contribution you make is that of advice, service and ever present support. This is the Life Path related to leadership by example and assumption of responsibility, thus, it is your obligation to pick up the burden and always be ready to help. The Life Path 6 is one who is compelled to function with strength and compassion, a sympathetic and kind person, generous with personal and material resources. Wisdom, balance, and understanding are the cornerstones of this Life Path. Your extraordinary wisdom and the ability to understand the problems of others is apt to commence from an early age allowing you to easily span the generation gap and assume an important role in life early on. While the 6 may assume huge responsibilities in the community, the life revolves around the immediate home and family, for this is the most domestic of numbers. Most with Life Path 6 are the positive types who willingly carry far more than their fair share of the load and are always there when needed. You are very human and realistic about life, and you feel that the most important thing in your life is the home, family and friends. The number 6 Life Path actually produces few negative examples, but there are some pitfalls peculiar to the path. Avoid a tendency to become overwhelmed by responsibilities and a slave to others. Also, avoid being too critical (of yourself or of others). The misuse of this Life Path produces tendencies towards exaggeration, over-expansiveness, and self-righteousness. Imposing one's views in an interfering or meddling way must be an issue of concern. The natural burdens of this number are heavy, and on rare occasions, responsibility is abdicated by persons with this Life Path 6. This rejection of responsibility will make you feel very guilty and uneasy, and it will have very damaging effects upon your relationships with others.

Wednesday, November 19, 2003

Be Afraid, Very Afraid

danger
YOU are the danger. Dragon, big bad wolf, spider, snake. whatever form
suits you best. you ARE the scary. 'nough said.

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Tuesday, November 11, 2003

The quote below is from a friend of mine, http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=courtneydisney, and really summed up something I've been trying to express for months. Being submissive doesn't mean you can't have an opinion - by all means have them, and express them, though it may be overridden. Whenever I ask for opinions, preferences, thoughts, or whatnot....I'm not asking to hear myself talk, and I'm definitely not asking so that I can hear someone parrot back to me what they think I want to hear. If you think that your going to end up disagreeing with me, or expressing something unpleasant that I might not want to hear, that's OK! Just say what you want to say in a respectful manner, and I'll more than likely be totally ok with it. Having a difference of opinion is acceptable & expected. Arguing with me, in a disrespectful manner is not. There's a difference between debating & arguing. One is rational, the other is emotional. The emotional form usually accomplishes nothing but making all parties concerned hurt & upset.

My Month is ME

If you wish to participate, go to this link http://www.livejournal.com/users/mindlesswh0re/4070.html and fetch the paragraph for the month of your birth. Post it to your journal and strike out any text that doesn't apply to you. Since I don't know how the "strike-out" works, I'll just add comments where needed. JULY: Fun to be with. I think so at times, my friends would be a better judge of this. Secretive. In general, yes. With people I trust, I'll tell them anything about me that they want to know. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. I often feel this way. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Um, no. Takes pride in oneself. I try to, but with low self esteem, it's not easy. Has reputation. Yes, and a rather bad one if certain people are to be believed. Easily consoled. Depends on the method of consolation. Honest. To a fault Concerned about people's feelings. Many times to the detriment of my own. Tactful. I try to be Friendly. Generally, unless someone gets on my bad side. Approachable. I don't know. Some people say I'm not. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Yes, yes & yes Moody and easily hurt. See last comment. Witty and sparkly. I am? Not revengeful. I think of & plot revenge, but rarely do anything. Forgiving but never forgets. YES! Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. If you mean Monty Python, yes. Unicorns & Fairies, no. Guides others physically and mentally. I am a Top/Dom. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Quite. Caring and loving. To a fault. Treats others equally. I try to, in the mundane world. Strong sense of sympathy. Yes, sometimes to a fault. Wary and sharp. Wary, yes. Sharp....If that's a synonym for intelligent, yes. Judges people through observations. YES! I don't believe in just listening to rumors, I try to find out what a person is from my own dealings with them. Hardworking. Is there any other way? I don't give less than 100%. No difficulties in studying. Actually, I'm a total procrastinator. Loves to be alone. HATE IT!!!! Always broods about the past and the old friends. I wouldn't say always. Likes to be quiet. Occasionally. Homely person. If this means unattractive....no, not really. Waits for friends. Of course. Never looks for friends. Change never to always. Not aggressive unless provoked. Not really, I'm aggressive whenever the situation calls for it. Have to get my way somehow. :) Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Unfortunately, this is true. Loves to be loved. NEEDS to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Very true.

Friday, November 7, 2003

Silly Quiz for you all to do. :)

1. What time is it? 7:09 pm 2. Name? Valia Derekin 3. Name on Birth Certificate? Heather Colleen O'Brien 4. Nickname? Valia, Mistress, Ma'am 5. Number of candles on your last birthday cake? 33 6. Pets? Cabal-Wolf/Husky hybrid, Tye-Calico cat 7. Natural Hair Color? light brown 8. What friend will have the most entertaining answers? Kiri 9. Eye Color? blue, sometimes green or grey depending on mood, weather, clothing 10. How much do you love your job? I wouldn't say I love it, but it *is* something I do well & enjoy doing 11. Birth Place? Roscommon, Michigan 12. Residence? Fairfield, California 13. Favorite food? Chinese, Seafood 14. Ever been to Africa? Nope 15. Love someone so much it made you cry? Yes 16. Been in a car accident? 2 major, several minor 17. Croutons or Bacon Bits? bacon bits, preferably real ones, not Bac-O's 18. Favorite day of the week? Saturday 19. Favorite word or phrase? Oh really? 20. Favorite Restaurant? Red Lobster or Johnny Carino's 21. Favorite Flower? Sterling Silver Roses, lilacs 22. Favorite sport to play? None 23. Favorite drink? Cream Soda 24. Favorite Fast food restaurant? Burger King or Kentucky Fried Chicken 25. Favorite Ice cream? Hagen Daz Midnight Cookies & Cream 26. What color is your bedroom carpet? greyish 27. Besides this one, who sent you your last e-mail? My husbands' ex-girlfriend from 15 years ago. 28. In which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Hot Topic, Torrid 29. What do you do most often when you are bored? Read 30. Most annoying thing people ask/tell me? Mistress, may I serve you? (coming from males) 31. Bedtime? 11:00 PM 32. Who will respond to this e-mail the quickest? Couldn't say 33. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? Didn't send it, copied it from CJ's LJ. 34. Favorite TV Show? WWE RAW, Smackdown, Whose Line is it, Drew Carey, I'm with Her 35. Favorite Movie? Gone With the Wind 36. Last person you went out to dinner with? My husband 37. Ford or Chevy? Neither. Chrysler PT Cruiser 38. What's your favorite family ritual? None, I'm not really a 'family' person. 39. Who is your favorite music group? Metallica, Limp Bizkit, Staind, Linkin Park 40. How high are your highest heels? 4" but I can't wear them now. 41. What's under your bed? Storage containers 42. If your family was snowed in, what would you do? My husband would ski, I would either read or play in the snow. 43. If you could get rid of one weekly item on your schedule, what would it be? Nothing. 44. If you could add one weekly item to your schedule,what would it be? More time to see my friends 45. Time you finished this e-mail? 7:30 PM

Saturday, November 1, 2003

Where's Valia?

I'm trying to get all my Livejournal friends' locations plotted on a map - please add your location starting with this form.
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I'm in Good Company (Kiri)


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