Your Decision, My Decision

My actions go deeper than you may see. If I do not want you to interact with someone, or I do not want someone to do something to you....believe me, I will make that quite clear. Sometimes though, I want to see what you will do, if left to your own devices. Do you want strangers testing out their new toys on you? Do you like it when people you know, but I don't...come up and swat you, or ask if they can play with you? Do you wonder, what you should do....what would please me.....or do you just do as you want with no thought at all? Even Vicki still asks for permission...and I generally treat her the same as I treat you. If I have no real preference, I tell her to do whatever she is comfortable with. If I don't like the person, or get a bad vibe from them, I will say 'no' to whatever the request is. Free will is an interesting thing. Sometimes you have none at all, and others you may have more than you really want. ***Several times, people wanted to interact with me...to try a flogger out, or to ask if I could do something (in the case of Melissa). Before they acted, they checked with You. I wonder how that feels for You. For me, being connected to You is wonderful! I like that they know I am not free (entirely) to do as I wish. I know You might say that I am...Your response to them is almost always..."it is up to her". Still, there is a synergy that connects us in these transactions that makes me feel good.***