Secretly Submissive?

So....being that I consider myself to be of the sadistic-top/domme variety.... What does it say about me that a lot of women I have found, or do currently find attractive are strong, independent dominant women.... I also seem to be developing a greater appreciation/attraction for the boi/andro/soft butch type too..... (sigh) Either way, it doesn't really matter....since the chances that any of my interests would take an interest in me are slim-to-none....most of them are involved with others....sometimes with each other....and I don't think I even register on the radar screen with most of them....