To Clarify

Just to set something straight.... My last post wasn't about me trying to fish for comments about how wonderful I may or may not be. I totally appreciate what has been said....but it wasn't quite the direction I was trying to head in. My general thought patterns when I was writing was 'how well do people know me?' Is the superficial level of my relationships my fault? Do I not trust people enough to share my genuine self with them? What are my interests? Dreams? Goals? What was my past? What do I bitch about on a regular basis? What do I hate? Like? What am I afraid of?